my aunt and 2 cousins are at my place right now.

should i be happy?

i guess since their like living in china instead of singapore now.

remember i mentioned them staying i vancouver canada?

yup , thats them.

however , i'm not happy.

its rather awkward.

i have no idea what to talk to them about.

its up to them to start the conversations. :x

cos only my sis is close to my mum's side of the family.

me? not really.

its a very long story.

so its like difficult to explain.

i'm closer to my dad's side of the family.

but basically , i'm not really close

to any of my cousins.

i'm not allowed to close my door when their around. :/

i've lost my private "me" time i get only on weekends.

i want my privacy.

guess its like normal for me to not be elated when their around.

i wanna go out.

dun wanna stay at home.

its more quiet in the library.

still in my room with my earpiece plugged into the com.

but my door is wide open.

i want to close it. :(

Exam's tmr , first thing in the morning 

at 9.30 am and than at 11.30am.

tap first , than jazz.

wish me luck! :)