yay! the weekends are here! wohoo! ~~~
NOT.
LOL.
yes , the weekends are here ,
BUT , i have to study -udy - udy during
the weekends , and i have to study , ALOT.
i have a e.geog , bio , chinese , phys and chem
test , one after another the whole of next week.
what a totally stressed out week next week is going
to be .
i really just want time to stop here right now.
let it remain friday FOREVER.
i seriously need to insert the chem and phys
textbook in my brain by sunday ,
cos i won't have any other time to study ,
especially wednesday if we have alot of homework ,
and i'm praying right now that we don't
cos after the workshop next wed ,
i have to rush for
class which starts at 6 and ends at 7.15pm.
than i have to come home ,
bathe , eat , finish all my homework ,
revise and recap AGAIN .
and finally ( which i don't even know if i can)
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!
today's assembly was a drag.
time passed by so slowly . :/
luckily i have just 2 maths questions as my
weekend homework . haha.
ballet was okay today ,
received a new schedule thats why i'm free tmr ,
i won't have saturday classes anymore.
just classes on weekdays.
i need to study!!

its getting more stressful ,
but i know the Lord will always
be there when i need him ,
leaving footprints in the sand with me
as i take on this long and stressful year ahead.
Amen! :)

just remembered another of mr.Azarhar's lame joke
he told the class yesterday ...

Mr.Azarhar : yesterday , i went to the zoo ,
and saw an animal being caged up .
Class: why?
M.A : because it cheated.
C:huh?
M.A : want to know which animal?
C : *nods heads*
M.A : Cheet-er! ( cheetah)
C : chey! -_-"

haha , lame right?

CNY pictures are up alr!
for more pictures , check out my facebook please :)
i have little homework today , so instead of spending my
time doing them , i decided to use the internet :D
enjoy this week while i can , its all i have to say.
cos next week i have :
Bio test on tues ,
Chi common test on wed,
Phys & Chem test on Thurs
and i guess the usual vocab test on fri.
hopefully we won't have that :/
there's a math test and eng vocab test tmr!
hopefully my degree won't increase with these upcoming tests.
i still haven't completed the cell model and the mindmap
for chapter 1 &2 for bio! T_T

today during Social Studies with mr. Azarhar ..........................

Mr. Azarhar : did u drink a lot of water today?
Class : why leh?
Mr . Azarhar : cos its thirst-day!(thursday)
Class : -.-" , teacher u very lame leh!
Mr. Azarhar : i'm lame? no what , i still can walk properly.
Class : HAHA very funny . -.-
Someone : Yong Soon got good friend already! (LOL!)

haha , SS is always a blast with mr . azarhar ,
couldn't get the essay part though . :/
today , alot of things happened during chem ,
- fouzan and aloysious burnt the retort stand . ( hahah!)
- me and pei fang's experiment went awfully wrong ,
cos the water vapour was supposed to be transported through
the delivery tube and condense as water and land in the beaker .
me and peifang's experiment , boiled , the water bubbles were so big
that it sort of got into the delivery tube and entered the beaker
as water - water , not vapour than water . get it? haha.
than the boiling tube broke because of the heat. LOL.


- Zakiah's group experiment , sort of collapsed or toppled.
- one of the guy group's experiment also did the same.

for once , chem didn't seem boring at all . haha.
i was prepared to go to sleep during the lesson today ,
but i always do that and i always still end up fully awake ,
but not being able to absorb anything
into my brain.
its exactly the same with bio.
and guess what?
there's ruby house training tmr ,
and no one's going
i think i won't be going as well cos
i have ballet in the late afternoon and so on.
so we'll see .
cos i don't even want to run this year.
i have no mood to :/
haha.
off to do my homework!

CNY pictures

Reunion Dinner 1(Dad's side)





































CNY day 1 ( grandma(mum's mum) house;
dinner






























Beatrix! <3




CNY day 2 . grandaunt's house ( ah ma's cousin )















CNY day 2 granduncle's house ( po po's brother)










Joel or JOJO!! :D











Beatrix! :D











me and my freakishly tall 13 yr old
cousin . ( mum's sis's son ) :P

happy chinese new year everyone! <3
off to prepare to visit my realtives soon!
so , pictures of the reunion dinnerS,haha,
will come surface only at a later date :)
why dinnerS u say?
cos after having a reunion dinner with my dad's side of
the family at 5pm...
arnd 7pm++ after the reunion dinner with my
dad's side of the family , we made our way to my mum's
side of the family to have dinner with them!
why?
cos my aunt and cousins are visiting from ....ummm....
some part of china. haha i forgot. they just moved there
from canada. cool right?
haha. and! they have a nintendo WII! haha. awesome .
although i can't go there to play . :P
the male cousin , zach , is the same height as my sis alr!
and he is only 13! haha.
seeing them again later.
okay , dad's chasing me to go and bathe .
so , i'm heading for the shower!
toodles!

found these cool photos on photobucket.
thanks nabilah! :D

"but its harder to hold on,
to your hands ,
and the hands at time ,
i needa hand...."

My hands - david archuleta.

and yes , i'm having difficulty holding on
to my interest in biology , and i'm having difficulty
holding on to paying attention in class during chem :/
its all too much for me now.

book currently reading - biology textbook chapter1 -.-

yes , why am i reading a bio textbook u say?
well , simple . cos our bio teacher wants us to do
a mindmap in our notebook for chapter 1 and 2.
i haven't even started on the cell model yet .
i think this year i have to try very hard to enjoy
chinese new year. :/
relatives are coming over soon for a dinner at my house
mum's currently in the kitchen cooking up a storm :D
so i have to switch off the laptop like NOW. haha
cos its occupying space on the dining table.
i think my posts are kinda getting boring .
so for this post. i'll purposely add colours!!!
off to prepare for the dinner! <3

trying to make this post fast ,
cos i got lots of homework to catch up to ,
lets see ,
i have e.geog , chem , ss notes , phys and i think maths too
if i'm not wrong.
oh wells ,
cny performance today was okay.
lower sec concert was super dead .
but the upper sec one wwas super enthu . haha.
oh and syarif acting as the small ball was super cute! haha.
after 1st concert ended ,
went back to class to see what they were up to ...
ended up having to do a chinese new year card with marina for
mr. ong ( our vp) lol .
had to put a flower on our heads which was kinda irritating.
yay! 3/1 won 2 prizes! wohooo! :D
took it off immediately after concert ended .
went to the library to borrow books and went home.
had class from 5-6.15pm and i practically died.
she kept drilling our fifth position .
and i had to stand in front of the mirror and keep
doing balonce non-stop with venus.
and i kept had problems doing it the right way. :/
i lost alot of money today. :P
had to pay $75 for pointe shoes and
i might have to pay a few 10 over dollars for a
purple leotard i received today as well .
i also recently paid $16 for tights.
T_T economy's poor but i still have to spend money. lol
oh ya , .............................................
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received my pointe shoes today as well! :D














and the picture above,
those are not my shoes and feet . (duh! haha)
had to stand in it to feel which side was more comfortable
so that we can label which side we would want it as
left or right.
the toe pads were awesome :)
cos they had the words "just dance" on it.
but it came out pretty fast.
everyone's one did. mine as well . :/
i have 4 rest days and 4 studying days to prepare
for the upcoming tests in the coming week.
i gotta get down and study-udy-udy!

Ps: THANK YOU ZAKIAH FOR UR CNY CARD!! <3
thanks for all the sweet stuff that you wrote. :)
love ya to bits!

pss: NABILAH! we shall have lunch together soon and
u must also pass me ur card! :D
thanks and lova ya to bits! <3

blogging cos i have to blog! haha.
the reason is because of what happened during SS today.
it was a blast ( as usual) with Mr. Azarha :D
we were copying notes on the principles
of good governance ....
when he wrote under corrupted officials ,
our minister mentor's name . LOL.
we all went crazy after that. :)
physics , was really scary . but
its like a normal practice to be normal during physics alr.
haha. i sound weird when i say that.
like a sadistic person . :P
i've got like 5 more mins before i logg off to
study for my eng vocab test tmr.
i'll tell u next week's schedule and i think u'll be shocked.

next thursday : maths retest (simultaneous)
" friday : Eng vocab test
: maths test ( indices , standard form)


and the on the 5th of feb ( thursday ) ,
i'll be having a chem test on chapter 1-3
on the same day when we will be having
a physics test on chapter 1 , 4 and speed and acceleration.
my head's gna explode . :(
its like test after test after test.
my physics teacher is even considering
having extra lessons on saturday.
i think i'm gna cry. haha.
tmr's chinses new year concert.
be prepared to be bored to death *oops!* :D
haha , its kinda boring actually.
oh wells , off to study for eng!

finished with my homework :)
well , sorta .
maths i didn't know how to do all , so
i just did it and left it where i was stuck at.
this is one of those times i blame myself for
leaving my A maths textbook under my table.
my partner has not come to school for 2 days alr...
Sheril! where are you?! haha.
currently alone at home , parents and sis will only be back at arnd
after 10pm++ to 11pm ++???
ate dinner and everything all by myself :P
so i'm currently entertaining myself by
using the internet. gonna be going to sleep at arnd 10pm??
*phew* another day has passed .
and i'm glad about that. :)
but today during chemistry..............
teacher: now take a look at your chromatography paper
and see and make sure that when the solvent reaches
the bottom of the split cork , take it out.

me: *lifts the boiling tube up to take a look at the chromatogram*

teacher : eh , why are you lifting the test tube up to see the paper?
from just now until now i see you lifting it up and tilting it sideways ,
wanna see it bend down and look at it.

me : OH.

LOL. in the first place i just lifted it up to take a look
and i did not tilt it sideways.
but whatever , i always can't be bothered during chem.
physics is just so much more fun even though its scary
compared to chem and bio.

cny rehersal ..............................
i wish we could just go for the leadership workshop ....
it was sort of a class bonding thingy ,
when i went upstairs to take a look
by slipping away from rehersal :p
well , we weren't needed until the end
it was a total waste of my time. :/
i ended up being very pissed at the end as well ,
cos the way we played the three songs ,
one word to describe it : horrible.
the juniors were out of tune and we were rushing ..
and the mic was under my guzheng and i kept making mistakes. :(
tmr's another day!
bye!

i don't like bio ,
did i say i don't like bio?
let me correct it then.
*ahem* i HATE bio. :D
there all better .
actually , i don't hate the subject ,
i just don't like the teacher . :/
i'm getting a little pissed with the teacher .
what cell model , independent studying , peer teaching.
ugh! its all driving me nuts!
everyone's thinking of dropping bio.
well , a few of them alr have.
and more are planning to do the same.
me? i'm still trying very hard to hold on to it.
but the line between me and bio is like a thin thin piece of
string . i can cut it off easily with or without a pair of scissors .
the subject i really want to drop?
PHYSICS. go figure.
but , mr. frankie says physics is very very important.
so what am i to do?
i have no choice but to stick with all 3 still.
school's gettin tougher and tougher.
at least maths is getting easier bit by bit. :)
i'm so glad that tmr's midweek.
hey , at least so far my week has been going great right?
its difficult when you know you might face
a difficult crossroad ahead.
i wanna go overseas to study after Os , but , the problem
is that i have need to get a scholarship so that it won't
be very expensive. :/
the downside to that is that i won't be able to dance anymore
after i go overseas. and IF i do go , by the time i come back i would
be what? 19? 20?
and if i don't go overseas , i'll either go to JC or maybe poly.
where i'll face a more difficult challenge , A levels.
ok ok , i know ,
i worry too much . haha.
the first big hurdle that ill have to face is the mid years ,
than end of years , than Os.
but not to worry!
the Lord has everything planned out nice for me.
Amen. Thank you Lord , and i know that i can
live each day in peace as i hand all my troubles and worries to
you. :) Amen. :)
i'm getting outta here. :P

its sunday , NO!
T_T , tmr's monday!
Maths test results! Physics results!
i don't want any of them! especially maths!
i didn't know how to do all three of the questions!
ah!!!!!!
searching for blogskins now ,
i'm running out of things to talk about.
just finish reading up chapters 1 and 2 for
chemistry and biology.
i'm looking forward to bio tmr with mr. frankie! :D
i'm sure it will be hilarious!
hopefully.
i'll seriously try to concentrate in all of my lessons
tmr in class. and stop switching off halfway.
i'm aching all over from yesterday cos of class.
it hurts so much just to walk or raise up my arm. :/
i have to push myself to seriosuly start studying , like
form this week onwards. i seriously need to do it!
saw the video on jeannette's blog just awhile ago ,
really brought back fond memories of the school ,
and friends and the time we spent together ,
to think we were so carefree and we could go home at
1pm everyday , unlike now. the circumstances are so ironic
don't you think??
these are times when i wish time would just freeze
and we would never grow up.
childish , i know lol
okay i feel like stopping here . :P
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i nearly died during class today.
haha . almost couldn't catch my breath .
but well , i survived.
but my legs can't stop shivering haha.
its finally the weekend! :D
been waiting for it to come and it seemed
like eons ago. :P
i gotta go study up and revise for chem , phys and bio.
i've been hearing only parts of what the teachers say
and not the whole thing.
cos i've been switching on and off sometimes.
only physics is when i wake up fully.
cos if ur reaction is slow , u have to copy the whole chapter.
Monday is gonna be a start of a very awesome and good week,
yes? amen! :) Praise the lord.
off to find a blogskin (i hope :P)
i'm still contemplating if i wna get the ultra cute keychains
from jeannette's blogshop.
but the prob is , i forgot the blog address. haha.
okay , i have to go and do other more important things now ,
instead of wasting my time. :P

for the first time (okay maybe not)
in 2 weeks on a WEEKDAY ,
i'm blogging even before the sun has set! :D
haha. no homwork today , although there is maths ,
but i completely don't know how to apply it although
i understand it . :/
physics ....ugh. the worst phys lesson for me ever..
first the test was worth 12 marks , and thus we only had 12 mins
to complete it.
next , when i reached the conversion part , she said 3 mins left.
and my mind completely blanked out.
so i had no choice but to scribble some kind of
nonsense on the paper . bummer huh.
after the test , i was called to do a question on the board.
i got it wrong. -.-
than , when she went through the notes that she asked the
phys rep to give out yesterday after phys class.
thinking that it was homework , i did the worksheet.
and now , she asked who filled in the whole worksheet
cos we're not supposed to fill it in , in the first place.
well , i blame myself for wanting to be honest cos
i thought others were raising up their hands as well when
she asked who filled the worksheet.
so she asked me " who asked u to fill it in"
and i replied " no one"
well , she sort of lightly scolded me by telling the
class why she don't want us to fill it in and blah blah blah.
it was then that jieyi told me " wow ur the only honest one"
WHAT THE HELL. was what came to my mind in an instant.
so many other people did the worksheet too and didn't raise
up their hands. ( not that i'm blaming anyone)
at least there is no physics tmr :)
but there is cny rehersal. hopefully i can skip it.
i gotta return the books and i have class tmr as well.
CCA fair today was not as bad as i thought. :)
we played it quite well but the only problem
was that we were uber fast. haha.
i didn't help guzheng get people to write down their
names on the paper at all . :X
but at least i gave out flyers :D
haha. but all the time i was
supporting canoeing! haha.
i'm a fan. lol.
JOIN CANOEING OKAY PEOPLE!!!!
lol.
ended at arnd 5 and walked to the back gate with shannon.
took 17 home cos i was too lazy to walk ,
and reached home.
i must rmb to bring the narnia cards for
lindsay tmr! lol. :P

phew , finished my homework at about 9.05pm++??
slacked for awhile before reading up on chem and phys .
i think i will do bio tmr :P
had house meeting today.
while emerald finished at 5pm.
we finished only at 5.30pm -.-
i don't even feel like running this year
but we are sort or "forced" to sign up
for at least 3 events.
me and liping only signed up for 2 ,
the teacher called our names and asked us how many
events we signed up for , we told him 2 , he said MUST 3.
ugh , so in the end ,
me and liping chose long jump as our 3rd event
haha. we were like "anyhow jump jump can alr lah!" LOL
JieYi , haha. she was starving!
and she had to sign up for 200m also. :)
for the remaining time that the teachers used
to find more students to join , me and liping were doing
our geog homework . with extra help from rachel too! :D
oh ya , bio with mr. Frankie these past 2 days ( mon & tue)
was a blast! haha. he was super funny . and the guys
kept making jokes and everything.
it really made lessons really so much more interesting.
although i still have to read the bio txtbk to get the full idea.
oh wells , there's class tmr! can i don't go?
i'll be super tired i think.
and there is CNY rehersal on fri till 5.30pm
so i can't go for class. T_T
i'd rather dance than be stuck at some CNY rehersal ,
oh wells,
its time for me to go off to lala land!
~lalalalalalalalallalalalalalalalalalalal~

for the first time this whole week i felt super free.
just finished watching a movie marathon on youtube. :P
The Lion King and The Lion King II : Simba's pride.
haven't watched it in a long long time.
i think the last time i watched it was when i was what?
P3 or P2? lol.
i'm a weakling when it comes to disney animation films. :)
i just love them so much! :D
its just too fast paced for me.
tmr's sunday and then everything starts again.
why can't the weekends be set to slow-mo mode?
oh wells.
off to catch up on my precious sleep which i've missed
this past whole week.
for those who could hardly breathe this whole week,(like me)
seriously enjoy the weekends! :D

T_T , mozilla's giving me problems , so
i have no choice but to use internet explorer.
its so slow! i can't even go to facebook ,
cos it will be laggy , and in the end ,
the whole page can't respond. :/
mozilla , please be okay later on when i try again...
going for class later at 5 to 6.15pm
so gotta leave house at arnd 4.10pm ++?
i'll do my math homework later at night.
i don't want tuition!!!
sokshan house that one , on sat and sun,
teampinese east cc one is on sat .
can i just don't go?!
i really hate tuition. :P
today passed by really fast , and i'm actually that
it happened cos i wanted to come home
use , the internet , and listen to my music.
haven't got a chance to do that in a long time.
no lah , just for 1 week . LOL.
uh , i suddenly miss craping arnd with nabilah
and nellie . :(
oh and i haven't even burnt those few songs
for the modern piece that we're supposed to
choreograph ourselves.
i'm scratching my head at the idea alr.
its due tmr!!
i hope i can convince my parents that
i really don't want tuition .
today's IC thingy was quite fast.
u only have to sit there for less than 1 min???
and ur done. just like that.
i really pity those ppl who have to que up
for hours and hours just to get in ,
and then have it done in less than a min??
we have the luxury of getting it done super fast.
oh wells.
hopefully i can find something nice to do
while using internet.
physicswas okay , hey ,
at least she didn't use a marker to dot/draw
on our faces if we didn't write the untis ,
or write out the method whatsoever.
she's gna give a pop quiz anytime next week.
hopefully it'll be on vernier calipers and micrometer.
and not about the seven basic units thingy.
i still don't know how to do those kind
of questions.
well good luck to me!
these few days , i feel like i'm a programmed
robot or something.
my life has become so ....
robotic.
in the morning , wake up , go to school,
listen in lessons , eat , lesson , eat lesson.
cca , go home. bathe , eat , do homework ,
study up , sleep.
and everything starts again in the morning.
this is really killing me.
i feel like i'm a time bomb ,
ready to explode any minute.
lets hope i'll stay dormant until....
Os are over? thats like 1 more year.
*sigh*
off to carry out my daily routine! :/

yes! i'm able to blog again , cos i finished
my homework in school alr! :D
today was kind of an interesting day. lol.
physics , we were on to micro meter , at least i can understand ,
and we have to have extra lessons tmr! T_T
please let it be 1 period only!!! .
chemistry was still on particulate model of matter , so it was easy .
shall skip to after lunch before social studies. haha.
i think mostly the girls knew what some of us were screaming about. :P
it was a battle between the robbies and the willies. haha.
it was on who was cuter / hotter , etc. haha.
if u don't know what/who is robbie and willie ,
the candidates are as follows. :)
it was between ,...........
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Robert Pattison!! <3




























and , wait for it! :D
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William Moseley!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

















haha . saw jael standing near zakiah's table today ,
so went to take a look.
then , zakiah opened this card , and...
Robert Pattison! :D . i screamed , she screamed. LOL!
than lindsay went to take her notebook ,
opened it and flipped to a certain page....
and William Moseley!!!!!
both of us screamed! haha.
i was sitting on the fence at first , but
thought about after i came home...
Robert Pattison was good playing edward ,
but in the end ,
my decision was hands down , William Moseley! :D
haha . he rocked in the chronicles of narnia series! :D
haha . okay , gotta go eat dinner.
leave a tag! :)

finally , i'm able to blog. :/
i felt like i couldn't breathe these past 2 days ,
tons of homework just shoved down my throat.
ended at 4 yesterday and today.
had cca immediately after we finished bio.
so we didn't even have a break like in between.
cca ended at around 6pm.
i just couldn't be any happier to go home . :P
guess what? i missed the last episode of the little nyonya.
bummer. cos of the maths and physics homework. :/
i seriously can't understand physics lah ,
the teacher is like a bullet train. and she even says she is
going very slowly alr.
oh and guess what...
i can't even have the fridays off.
cos we're gna have extra physics lessons immediately after 12.30pm
i felt like screaming when she said that. lol.
chemistry so far has been a okay. :)
today...biology.......argh!
i'm sure everybody felt the same.
it totally felt like a wasted hour.
sitting in the lab and then everyone
couldn't even understand what he was talking about.
when we all asked if we could have the notes,
he said that the other teacher wouldn't allow him
to give out notes to us.
cos apparently , we're supposed to do independant studying.
hello! whatever he was talking about i couldn't even
find in the textbook and whatsoever.
can't we at least have the notes?!
just because we're 3/1 we're expected to the independant learning .
it just doesn't make any sense at all!. -_-
SS was a blast with mr azarhar though.
haha , he couldn't stop making us laugh! :P
there is no common test tmr!
yessssssss! haha , free period. :)
okay , off to be like a living zombie! :P

1st day of school.

1st day of school and it was kinda ,
bleah...haha.
cos not everyone knew each other so .... expected. :P
lessons were alright , still can't get used to
the fact that i'll be finishing late almost everyday
except for friday when we finish at 12.30pm.
recess , i barely survived recess ,
not only were there sec 1s having recess with us cos
they were having orientation , there were sec 4s,5s, and
not to forget , us , the sec3s. lol.
i'm so not used to saying i'm sec3. feels weird,
maybe cos we're all in different classes.
anywho , went to school sick today ,
the irritating part , coughed and sniffed alot.
our form teacher , mrs stephanie choo. :)
after school went to bedok library to wait for amanda
to finish school and borrow books. :)
borrowed 6! haha , cos they increased the loan quota and all.
at around 2++ , amanda called and went to meet her at the mrt station. :)
decided to go to eighteen chefs to eat ,
but when we reached , it was so crowded that we decided
to eat at KFC instead.
walked around with her after that , talked , and laughed. haha.
both of us went to take the mrt , only she
was taking to pasir ris and i was going to boon lay. :P
so i went home and she went to class haha.
hopefully i'll see you tmr amanda! haha.
oh ya , thanks nabilah and nellie for the late birthday prezzie! haha.
i can't imagine what school will be like on monday and the whole of next week. :/