don't ask me why i've joined twitter ,
just did it for fun i guess .haha.
go check it out if you have the time to

http://twitter.com/dancecarousel

xoxo,

"tell me watcha got to break down the walls ,
you just might need dynamite yeah!" - Got Dynamite - Demi Lovato

This week passed really slowly ,
wasan't really paying attention in class.
or if i did, once the teacher leaves the class ,
i instantly drag it into my trash bin x]
oh wells ,
today's performance for 4e1 went really well!
actors and actresses you people were awesome!
as well as the deco committee who made all those tokens for 4e1!
yes , it all took place in the MRL (2nd level of the library).
yay! mcdonalds breakfast on monday morning!
thanks mrs choo! :D

" you say , you wouldn't let them change your mind
cos we're real , together fire melts the ice..." - Remember December - Demi Lovato

listening to 2 of her songs on youtube (:
refused to listen to the rest cos i wanna wait till i get her album (:

okay , back to my post :D
walked home with lindsay after school (:
to : lindsay , kimberly and jieyi ,
get well soon!! :D

haha , i'm the one that refuses to fall . haha.
came home to find my mum sleeping haha.
she's sick too.
the doctor said it was gastric flu :/
had to miss class so that i could stay at home and take care of her (:
gonna buy dinner later .
where else? 85 haha.
anyways , the school's back gate will FINALLY be opened on mon
but the bad news is that ,
morning assemblies and friday assemblies will resume as well.
shucks . bummer huh.

"should've known better than trying to let you go ,
cos here we go , go , go again" - Here we go agian - Demi Lovato

(((((((: haha
i think KNOW i'm suffering from
ADD
that stands for Album Deprived Disorder . heee. :D

" its easy you feel like , like you don't need help
but its harder to walk on your own
you'll change inside
when you realise , the world comes to life
and everythings right , form beginning to end
when you have a friend by your side
that helps you to find ,the beauty you are
when you open ur heart and believe in , the gift of a friend " - Gift of a friend - Demi Lovato

sweet right? its real sweet to me (:
and the best part?
it has Irish flutes instrumental in it (:
and i'm a real sucker for irish flutes. (: <3
okay , gotta go buy dinner!
i wanna go on pointe :(

okay , apparently , everyone's blogger is back to normal.
mine's not . -.-
i can't upload pictures.
i can't change the font colour ..etc.
damm it ,
i'm soooo album deprived. :(
"here we go again" - Demi Lovato
"LInes , Vines and trying times" - Jonas Brothers
these are on the top of my list!!!!
especially demi's!!
her songs are totlly rockalicious! haha
i just invented a whole new word :)
and my sis is so what the hell.
told her i was going to bathe first.
than after watching a show on youtube ,
she just sauntered into the bathroom to bathe. >:(
DUH. i'm damm pissed off.
and she just shoots me with those things that i'm sensitive too ,
like things that i only tell her.
damm it and she just screamed it all out like that.
i was so pissed i kicked and punched the bathroom door D:
my very first , i guess all my anger form past times
just over flowed .
when she shouted at me all those things, it seriously pierced my heart.
i didn't understand at all why she did that.
whatever.
I'M SORRY.
as much as i don't wanna say it.
heck , now i'm getting scolded by my parents
this sucks.
BIG TIME

'Remember December' - Demi Lovato
rocking out to get rid of my ever pilling anger.

Take take take it all! take take take it all! :D

" Now in the darkness ,
God's light shines,
Christ forever glorified.
So , come on come on
scream out to God now
with all we've got..."
- hillsongs united ( the zone concert 2009 25/7/09 )

it was awesome!
they encored twice!!! and
sang "one way"!!!!
Sunday was spent cycling from
east coast to changi with
lindsay , jieyi , jessica , jiahao , leo , henderson ,brendon, arshad and amira.
had a really fun time.
and i finally could cycle better!
and i had lindsay with me!
so i didn't mind if i was slow :D
will upload pics if i have the time later one.
having bio now and mrs tang isn't here ,
mr leow's taking over . yay!
we're in the com lab , obviously haha
instead of doing work ,
i'm doing this. haha
anyways , decided to skip cca for the whole
of this week after skipping the whole of last too. HAHA
i really just dun wna go.
heh.
okays , off to play somemore ,
toodles!!

"I know we get a lil crazy ,

and i know , we get a lil loud....

and i know we never gna fake it

we are out we are free we are more than you think some colours freeze ,

but thats just the way the way we roll. "

hehe.

Something is definitely screwing blogger.

i'm made to post in this small small box.

=.=

anyways , today was the day of the

solar eclipse , said to be the eclipse of the century due to the moon totally covering the sun (:

but darn it , it was raining here in singapore so we couldn't tell if the sky was dark due to the eclipse or because of the rain . =.=

and also to add to the agenda...

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SELENA GOMEZ!!!!

you should be on the cover of the US seventeen magazine . hah.

next month is Demi's!!! :D

and Demi's album is out in stores already!

her songs are awesome!

heard like a preview on itunes.

so wanna get it.

together with the jonas brothers one of course. (:

I've came up with a sentence partially

because of what i found out today ,

as well as the problems that have been surfacing since the last week.

"Tears don't ask for your permission to fall , they just trickle down your face cos its their job"

Poetry time= shucks

Coincidentally , its during chemistry again , wonder why??

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Its 12.25 and the teacher's talking.

getting frustrated cos i i can't get

what she's saying.

i'm pissed with chem.

homework not done,

didn't even care.

Everyone's participating

i'm just sitting there staring.

She's pointing to things ,

wonder what she's saying.

No , i ain't following you.

No , i ain't clear.

penning down thoughts is my forte

Its what i do best here.

My attitude for learning sucks

trying to decipher her words.

its not working.

for further i'm sinking ,

drowning in a deep abyss.

someone please tell me ,

where do i go from here?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

normally , when i write a poem,

it should be a cool thing.

but instead , whenever i write

a poem , it means things are bad.

as you can tell . real bad.

thats why , poetry time = shucks.

its the starting of the weak and i

have a premonition that it won't turn out okay.

but thanks to the book jieyi lent me.

it truly made my day.

realising that i'm here

for a purpose.

i'm here for God. (:

He has amazing things planned out for me and i can't wait to experience them.

I'm ready Lord! (:

Just throw me full speed ahead (:

so as to speak.

stomach's rumbling ,

dinner's calling!

than studyy for bio tmr!

i want a B+? not asking for much (:

Scraping the idea of a hiatus now..

bringing myself to touch Amaths.

the retest is on this wednesday!! D:

some idiot person decided to renovate their

house upstairs and now the contractors are

drilling and knocking and hitting!!!!

how am i supposed to study?!

geez , its a sunday for crying out loud! =.=

its a time where people rest and relax and there

you are drilling away.

whats more , i have a headache.

as if my problems couldn't get any worse.

just stop all the noise!!! >:(

This week started on a high , seriously , 

cos my dance exams were over and i was really happy. (:

but as the days continued , 

everything went downhill from there....

i kept getting whiplashed ; so as to speak.

continuously. one after the other.

i am wondering myself why i'm 

suddenly thrown into such situations . 

for now , all i can do is try to figure this out , 

of course with the help of the Lord by my side.

while i was walking home , i really thought about it.

i'm gonna go on a hiatus. 

just to give me more time to 

really ponder about the things that are going on.

to really think deep.

also , to give me time to recuperate.

in the meantime , i know i'm not alone , 

cos God's always there with me . and i can really

feel him with me (:

playing now : will you be there - Michael Jackson.

really need to figure things and get them back on the right track....

Rocking out to Michael Jackson's tunes right now.

Thanks lindsay!! (:

I'm loving it! haha

off to watch my show , followed by cleaning up on

my already done hmwk which i'm proud of cos

i finished it sooo early for like the 1st time in term 3?? haha

than its revision for chinese common test.

another early night for me!! yay! :D

btw, the show i'm gna watch now 9pm , is forensic heroes 2 (:

sadly , the forensic science competition is cancelled due to H1N1 .

darn it.

Rocking away!!

Exam's OVERRRRRRRR!!!!!

RAWR! haha.

yayness is kicking in! :D

tap went really smoothly , 

most of my sounds where there when i needed them. :)

expecting a high mark this year. :) 

*crosses fingers*

Bronze jazz was awesome!!!

went full out.

all my energy was used to execute the moves. :)

the dance left me shocked!

in a good way of course. :)

cos i managed to do a double like for the first time super cleanly. :D

haha. i was left wondering , 

"did that just happen? " haha

really liked performing in front of the examiner . :)

high hopes for both tap and modern :)

results will be out in november ~ october~ december? HAHA

Praise the Lord man. :D

Nothing in the world is greater than God's embrace ,

blessings and love. :)

Thank you Lord. :) <3

Exam's in 12 hours time!!!! D:

watching a show called

"10 things i hate about you."

really nice television series.

super ironic compared with its title.

a few stars you might recognise who are

acting in the series.

- lindsey shaw ( jennifer mosely in ned's declassified school survival guide)

-Meaghan jette martin ( tess in camp rock )

- duno whats his name LOL ( acted as the tall guy in minute men )

check it out on youtube.

its a really nice show. :)

of course , the pilot episode just aired so there'll be more to come. :)

my aunt and 2 cousins are at my place right now.

should i be happy?

i guess since their like living in china instead of singapore now.

remember i mentioned them staying i vancouver canada?

yup , thats them.

however , i'm not happy.

its rather awkward.

i have no idea what to talk to them about.

its up to them to start the conversations. :x

cos only my sis is close to my mum's side of the family.

me? not really.

its a very long story.

so its like difficult to explain.

i'm closer to my dad's side of the family.

but basically , i'm not really close

to any of my cousins.

i'm not allowed to close my door when their around. :/

i've lost my private "me" time i get only on weekends.

i want my privacy.

guess its like normal for me to not be elated when their around.

i wanna go out.

dun wanna stay at home.

its more quiet in the library.

still in my room with my earpiece plugged into the com.

but my door is wide open.

i want to close it. :(

Exam's tmr , first thing in the morning 

at 9.30 am and than at 11.30am.

tap first , than jazz.

wish me luck! :)

Saw FAITH at bedok interchange todayyy!!! :D

oh my gosh , like i haven't seen her 

for who knows how many eons already! haha

at the same time , 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :D

MAY YOU HAVE  GOD BLESSED BIRTHDAY. :)

bandito pocket is awesome! haha

ate it for 2 days straight already. x)

nothing much to say actually.

just that there is no one at my blog =.=

exam's in 1 day's time!

i really wanna do well for 

grade 5 tap.

Lord , bless me. :)

not forgetting Bronze jazz too! :D

my expectations of tap are really high this time.

jazz as well.

but i need to keep remembering , 

the higher the hopes ,the 

greater the disappointment. 

celebration over the results. haha

shall not put that word in when i want to do well for my examinations . :)

over and out. 

"Fearless"- Taylor swift.

school's getting really routine , 

especially with the new timetable.

was hoping to play netball for p.e today ,

but mr.wong didn't come :/

so slacked in class for 2 whole periods.

got tons of homework to finish but as usual ,

i don't have the rush and anxiety to finish it uber fast.

what is happening to me?? 

like seriously.

my attitude's totally changed.

i really don't know who is the girl who

attends school everyday already.

i just want to find her and make her stay for good . :/

" i've been giving out chances everytime 

and all you do is let me down."

Your not sorry - Taylor swift.

i'm letting myself down everytime....*sigh*

exam's on sunday!

can't believe how fast time flies.

got a new amaths teacher and he rocks! haha

he makes the lesson so interesting.

and i seriously understand BIONOMIAL THEOREM :D

not like previous times when it gets to the harder part ,

i'm lost..

but this time ...i really really really understand

like supercalifragilisticexpelidoscious! :D

school's really has been bettter since this start

of this semester.

and i'm glad that it is too.

its time i get back on track.

and mug all the way till next year.

very soon , Os will be over :D haha.

crossing my fingers that in september in 2 years 

time , i'll be on a plane flying to my dream college in 

US/Canada. :)

i so want that scholarship . :)

don't know why these few months i'm not selected 

for performances. :/

am i still in the performing grp?

i really wanna perform please.

i really really want it.

hopefully my wish will be granted 

at this year's concert and national day celebration. :)

within reach of my homework.....

reaching , reaching , reaching......

REACHED. *phew*

i'll be on an airplane flying away...

i will and can dream . 

but i won't dream big.

so i won't fall so hard anymore.

OH GREAT.

just JUST JUST found out that i have to braid my hair 

for today's class.

my parents and my sis are not at home.

and i only just learnt how to braid

and i suck at it.

i'm so gna die during class today.

God please bless these hands of mine to do wonders today.

Amen.

Be yourself day in school turned out fine :)

everyone looked awesomely smart , chic and happy. haha

performed for the first time and was quite nervous , 

but i got over it after awhile and even helped sheril 

to lead the mass singing in class.

fouzan and syarif not forgetting lindsay helped too! :D

LOL fouzan's wonderwall , 

syarif's cool base guitar playing 

and lindsay's loudness all played a great part. haha

didn't bring a camera so i didn't take any pictures.

so i'm currently waiting for

Zakiah , and jeanette as well as chin boon i think

to upload the photos so that i can grab them. :)

HAPPY YOUTH DAY EVERYONE! :D

contradictively, i feel like i'm drowning in an abyss. :(