Tuesday, April 14, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPASTIC! ( a.k.a LINDSAY CHONG) :P
Your 15! may God bless you with each passing moment. :)
God has really blessed me with a friends like you this year ,
being my listening ear and providing me with good advice.
even though u can't stand the way i eat a muffin .
but hey , u were tolerating! haha.
enjoy being 15 girl! its a blessing!
a thousand apologies for the breadou! :P



Its only the second day of the week and all my energy that i
so painfully stocked those past 3 days are completely depleted. :/
my head just can't see to absorb any more information.
i keep sitting there in lessons going "huh?"
or i'm trying to make myself concentrate really hard.
Phys test - words can't even describe how i feel and its not a good feeling.
and here i am questioning if the decision that i made to not transfer school
is a good thing or not.
there is just so much negativity around me for me to continue on
this long tedious journey/climb towards the big event - O lvls.
there's a chem common test tmr , and the topic tested is what
i don't understand at all.
Lord , please guide me and give me wisdom. Amen :)
and on thurs , phys test on chapter 2 , 3 nd 5.
and on thurs , its the number 16.
yes , my register number.
DOOMSDAY people.
so , let me apologize if i happen to call anyone of you
when she asks me to "sabo" people okay?
in fact , i think my reaction will be too slow to respond.
i hate putting up a front .
making everyone that i'm leading a very easy life in 3e1.
don't even know why i'm wasting my time blogging instead of studying for
chemistry.
i really can't fail another phys test.
if i fail the upcoming one , i don't think i'll even last till mid-years.
went for the NE validation exercise thingy today.
it went well. hopefully the school would get a good award.
Performance on friday , in front of the whole school.
than practice on Saturday from 8am-11.30am
i'll miss physics and e.geog!
sickening . i'll be missing phys again!
i can't bear to have a make-up lesson with her again.
OH JUST HELP ME.
its getting on my nerves , with the constant reminder of the
Mid-year exams that are coming up in 2 weeks.
i know. just kill me now.
and i haven't even got the time to do
my revision whatsoever.
i just spend my weekends rotting away at home
or relaxing or going out to relax.
getting a nice score for mid-years is becoming more
impossible now.
all the 3 science teachers have said that the papers would be
very difficult.
and if we fail , we have to drop.
and the worst part of all.
i want to drop phys so badly!
sometimes its okay , while sometimes it sucks like hell.
hello?! chem and bio is fine with me.
SYF on monday.
come one people ! we can do it!
GOLD. better yet , if we get GOLD with honours ,
i'll be esctatic. :D
school is probably the part i hate the most.
the scholarship is also getting further and further away.
with the support of my friends i'll feel fine.
but it is always short-lived.
and during lessons , i'll be quesitoning myself ...
" how did they think of it?" , " focus!"
" what is he talking about"
really don't know how they can all cope.
i just feel so stupid when i'm surrounded by my super smart classmates.
anyways , i better go on to another happy part.
sorry i didn't post on your birthday!! T_T

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NABILAH!! ( 10 April )
whats that?
a message for my partner! ('08)
my very beloved partner!
she's cool
she's fun to hang with
she's the best advisor ever!
good apollo too!
i know we rock, Lit like crazy
everyones saying.
i'll be ur listening ear ,
u'll be mine.
we're partners who can stand the test of time :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
YOUR 15!!!!

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