i'm getting stressed ,
someone just clean up this mess .
i wanna run away.
or put me to sleep,
will it work?
at least i don't have to suffer ,
i don't have the motivation to study .
what about upcoming tests?
stomach's grumbling,
head dizzy ,
eyes full of tears
why push us so hard?
why can't we just fail?

listening to the teacher blab away ,
none of it makes sense anyway.
someone! just show me a way
and lead me to a better place.

wasting paper , trees writing this down,
this is how lousy i feel now.
one major thing can ruin my day,
turn it all off and take me away.

its time to end this speech of mine ,
so close your ears and hear me sigh.
a story without words,
crying without tears
thats what i've become.
nobody , nothing , none.



wrote this during chem......
but ironically its about what happened during phys......
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this is another one i just thought and felt like writing down...

alone in the house ,
nobody to talk to ...
well...at least not right now.
these things just come into my head ,
writing down how i feel just makes me feel better.
i might need comfort.
but i'm definitely not short
of people who are there to comfort me.
waiting .....waiting....
there's still no one at the door.....
how long do i have to wait for comfort to come
knocking on my door?
Lord help me through this difficult time
and give me a guiding light.Amen.